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Continuing my new tradition (launched last week) of posting here the strangest thing I’ve found in the intervening six days, I proudly call your attention to the strangest “extreme sport” I’ve yet seen. Combining “extreme outdoor activity” with “the satisfaction of a well-pressed shirt”, we have….
(I swear I am not making this up)
And check out the galleries. It’s a world gone mad!
Peter Bernstein put down his fountain pen and stared at the words he had just spent four hours writing. He had resisted the feeling at first, but it had come with increasing certainty until he could no longer deny it: he couldn’t finish this story, either. He carefully screwed the cap back onto his pen and placed it in the cup with the rest of his pen collection, and then he put the story in a drawer with all the other ones that he couldn’t finish. It was never a case of not knowing how the story should end; it wasn’t uncertainty as to what to write next. It was the certainty that what he was writing wasn’t any good. Surely he could do better than this. Surely he could write something better than a mere bodice-ripper. But maybe not. How many months since he had finished a story? And how long since that wondrous first sale, which had never been followed by a second?
He glanced at the index card taped on the wall with his credo written on it with his broad-nib Parker Duofold: Nulla dies sine linea. Never a day without lines. But his lines, his writing, never amounted to anything at all. How ironic that he had become a pen collector to have writing instruments equal to his prose – and now the prose was hardly fit for a disposable ball-point.
***
Early the next morning Peter got up and went to work. His classes were scheduled so that his teaching day was always done by two thirty, which gave him ample time for office hours and his various other duties. On Tuesdays his first class was at ten thirty, so he looked through a pile of papers from his freshman comp classes. When his mind began to wander, after the third time he read some teenager’s outrage that his or her tax dollars were going to keep murderers alive, he got up and walked to the Humanities Lounge to get some coffee. Sitting in the lounge, as always, was Professor Lawrence Tatum of the History Department.
“Peter!” Tatum yelled. He said everything in a near yell. “Find anything over the weekend?” A very large man with a great shock of red hair, Tatum had his day’s work spread across one of the lounge tables; the common joke was that his office might just as well be converted to a broom closet
“Nope,” Peter replied. “I actually didn’t do any shopping this weekend.”
Professor Tatum tsked. “You should always be on the lookout, Peter! For all you know, some stranger found a pen that was destined for your pocket.”
Peter laughed. Professor Tatum was a voracious collector of antiques of all types, and he had amassed a very valuable collection over the years. He was planning to open his own shop when he retired. In fact, Tatum could have probably opened a shop now; he had some items of great value indeed that would fetch a high price at any auction. He only delayed because he still loved teaching history. Peter had actually met Professor Tatum at one of the local antique dealers, when Peter had been looking at vintage pens. Tatum knew of Peter’s pen mania, and he occasionally would acquire an item that would pique his friend’s interest.
“Never a day without shopping, young man!” Tatum said with a laugh as he gathered his papers and headed off to class.
He knew that Peter was a writer of sorts, and found Peter’s credo amusing.
On his way home that afternoon Peter walked through part of downtown, which he did a few times a week; he liked the variety of it, and he liked to observe people to incorporate into his stories. He walked through Chinatown, which was just a two block area with three Chinese restaurants, a Japanese place, and a couple of Asian gift shops. He loved this particular area, and he ate there at least twice a week. Today he stopped with interest at a formerly vacant storefront that had just acquired a new tenant; they had removed the tarpaulins covering the storefront just that morning. To his surprise, it was an antique shop. The front door, one of those heavy wooden doors that rattled threateningly when opened and closed, bore fresh gold lettering that read “Karl Strassheim, Antiquarian.” Below these words was a picture of Anubis, the jackal-headed Egyptian god of death, and below that, written in smaller lettering: “By appointment only.” Peter peered through the glass in the storefront and saw that this Strassheim dealt in very fine antiques. Peter doubted very much that a place like this would ever be in the price range of an English professor.
***
Later that evening Peter went to Queequeg’s, a coffeehouse in his neighborhood. The owner was a freak for nautical decor, and her favorite novel was, as one might expect, Moby Dick. The walls and ceilings were covered with sea charts, fish nets, lobster cages, harpoons, old photographs of fishermen, and the like. Peter ordered his usual, the “Captain Bligh” (double mocha cappuccino topped with nutmeg) and then took over a booth. He loved to write here, and he pulled out some paper and the fountain pen he was using that week. Since he was currently “between stories”, he wrote character sketches of the denizens of the coffeehouse. Most were younger than he, and some were even his students. He wrote about a number of these, describing physical characteristics first and then creating life stories for these people. And then a new arrival, someone he hadn’t seen before, caught his eye.
This man was elderly, possibly in his eighties. His thinning white hair was perfectly combed. A pair of rimless spectacles was perched on his slightly red and bulbous nose. He wore a white silk dress shirt under a black pinstriped jacket with a red silk handkerchief folded into the breast pocket. Peter watched the way the man very precisely measured three spoonfuls of cream into his coffee. Then he opened three sugar packets, one at a time, by flipping each one three times before tearing along a crease he folded in the top of each packet. After three sips of coffee, the man produced a leather-backed journal and began to write in it using a pen that Peter recognized even twenty feet away.
He had seem pictures of it in his pen collector’s books. It was a Pelikan M-900 Toledo. The black acrylic barrel was encased in a series of engravings in twenty-four karat gold. The manufacture of this pen, by the makers in Hamburg, required almost one hundred steps. Suddenly the vintage Sheaffer in Peter’s hand felt very inadequate. Peter was still staring at the gentleman when the gentleman looked up and met Peter’s gaze.
Peter shuddered. The man put him in mind of his Uncle Saul, who had traumatized Peter when he’d been a boy and his parents had taken him for monthly visits. Uncle Saul had been a stern man, a cold banker whose home had smelled of antiseptic and was full of things that little boys dare not touch lest they be locked in the cellar with the Beast Beneath the Stairs. Peter had no idea why a complete stranger should remind him of Uncle Saul. He gave a quick smile and then dropped his eyes back to the page again. He put his left hand across his brow, blocking his upward gaze with his fingers as he tried to refocus his attention on his writing and give off the impression of uninterruptible intensity of work. Let’s see, where was I….he took a slip of scratch paper and scribbled to restore the flow of ink to his pen.
“Here, try mine,” a voice said. The voice was foreign – Northern European. Not French. Peter looked up and found himself face-to-face with the gentleman from across the room. He was holding out the Pelikan Toledo. He nodded and smiled genially. “You may find the nib to your liking, I think.” Not Swedish or Norwegian, either….
“Thanks,” Peter stammered as he accepted the pen. It was fairly lightweight, and when he unscrewed the cap and posted it on the opposite end the balance was almost perfect. He touched the silver and gold nib to the paper and wrote a few lines in his miniscule script. The pen left behind a smooth, thin line in sapphire ink. “I prefer black,” he said as the man took the seat across from him.
“Chacun a son gout,” he replied. He picked up Peter’s pen and looked it over. “Very nice,” he began, peering at it as a jeweler would a diamond. “The Balance, made by the W.A. Sheaffer Company. Gold and palladium nib. Well preserved indeed; this pen has seen a number of caring owners. But look here: a few hairline cracks in the cap, where the clip is fastened.” Age had not diminished this man’s visual acuity at all.
“You know fountain pens?” Peter asked as he handed the Pelikan back to its owner and recovered his Sheaffer.
“I know many old things,” the man said, waving a hand of dismissal. “There is much business to be done in things that are old.”
German! Peter realized. “You’re the new antique dealer in town,” he said.
“Indeed.” The man nodded slightly. “Karl Strassheim. I am new here in town; I lived in the South for a long while, but I regret that my life has come to the point where I need the cold. It reminds me I’m alive. I could not bear to take refuge from the world behind the gates of a sterile community in the bosom of the Tropics. Don’t you agree?” He smiled throughout, saying all this in a single unbroken breath.
“Yes,” Peter said, momentarily taken aback. He did in fact prefer the colder climes.
“I thought so,” Strassheim said. “May I have your name?”
“Peter Bernstein.”
“Ah, Bernstein! Any relation to Leonard?” Peter shook his head. “Pity. I have one of the Maestro’s earliest batons in my shop. Tell me, Mr. Bernstein – may I call you Peter? I do like some informality – tell me: are you a practicing Jew, or do you merely carry the name?”
Peter’s eyes narrowed as he tried to judge this man. “I’m not what you would call religious,” he finally said.
“Not many are,” Strassheim said. He reached into his jacket, drew out a small brass case, and pulled a business card from the case. He placed the card on the table and wrote something on the back with the Pelikan Toledo. His fingers were long and fine-boned. “I may be able to help you, Mr. Bernstein.”
“With faith?” Peter stared at him.
Strassheim raised his eyebrow. “With pens.” He handed Peter the card, tipped his hat, and left the coffeehouse. Peter looked at the card. On the left was a gold-ink Anubis, the same design that Peter had seen on the door to Strassheim’s shop. Next to Anubis was Strassheim’s name and his shop’s address in raised purple ink. At the bottom, in red: “We know not for what we seek.” Peter turned the card over, to where Strassheim had written: “Monday, precisely 4:00 p.m.” His penmanship was perfect and patrician.
[Enter Keanu Reeves, doing ninja-battle with Hugo Weaving]
(I wrote this story a few years ago. It’s the first horror story I ever wrote, so I’m putting up a piece of it today — Halloween — even though the horrific stuff doesn’t come until later on. I suspect that the “Guy with writer’s block” thing is something of a cliche; in fact, that was cited as a reason for one of this story’s rejections. This was not meant as any kind of roman a clef; the writer in the story is not based on me, except in one detail: his fascination with fountain pens, which leads to the other stand0by horror cliche I used here: the “Mysterious Antiques Dealer”, who actually is based on someone from real life, one of the very few times I’ve drawn inspiration from real people.)
A common meme in SF these days, beginning (I think) in the work of David Brin, is “uplift”, wherein life evolves to a certain point but must then be acted-upon by an outside source to achieve sentience. And since Morat is dismayed at his slide in the Ecosystem, I’ll toss out a cluster of links here intended to uplift him! (Yeah, it’s a slow blogging day.)
His wife was in a car accident. She’s banged-up but OK, apparently; sadly, her bosses at her retail job were less than sympathetic. He also picks on Gregg Easterbrook’s belief in Intelligent Design; offers a take on Donald Luskin (actually, two takes); thinks that Wesley Clark‘s campaign has a few problems of the “viability” variety; and finally points to a partial quoting of something funny Jon Stewart said about our President.
I haven’t read Quicksilver yet, although my copy is sitting on my shelf, staring at me. (I have a number of things that need to be cleared from the deck first.) But I’ve noticed a couple of “in-progress” takes on the book: Morat seems to be enjoying the book, and Kevin Drum isn’t. So we’ll see.
When I worked in the wonderful pizza business, even though I was a manager I had to join our delivery drivers on the streets on really busy nights, like Halloween. So, if you order a pizza for delivery tonight, keep the following in mind:
1. It’s Halloween, and it’s a Friday night. This means pizza places will be very busy, so don’t get upset when it takes longer than 30 minutes.
2. Likewise, everybody else will have the same idea as you: that by ordering between 4:00 and 5:00, you’ll avoid the crowds. Forget it. Dinner rushes on Halloween tend to hit very early. Your best bet, actually, is to order late.
3. Not only should you expect longer delivery times because of the sheer amount of business, but you should expect that delivery drivers will be going a lot slower due to all the kids out and about.
4. If you’re not offering candy to kids, and thus you’re leaving all your outside lights off so as to avoid having armies of people knocking on your door, please reconsider ordering your pizza for delivery. Consider ordering carry-out and going to get it yourself. It’s a tremendous pain to locate the houses whose lights are shut off (because then the numbers on the door aren’t legible), which means it’ll just take that much longer for the thing to get to you. And in some areas, drivers might actually be trained to not deliver at all to houses with no lights on. (Or, maybe you could turn on the light while you’re waiting for the pizza and stick a sign on your door saying that you’re not offering candy.)
5. TIP YOUR DELIVERY DRIVER !!! Really, you should be doing this anyway, but Halloween is probably the most stressful night of the year for people who make their living schlepping pizzas around. They’re under pressure to deliver hot food to people quickly, and not run over small children while they do it. So if your pizza is $10.50, don’t just give the person $11 and tell them to keep the change. And don’t think for one second they’ll consider candy in lieu of a tip. (Well, if they’re good at their job, they’ll accept the candy and act happy about it. But it’s really not a nice thing to do.)
6. Even better, consider actually going to eat in the dining room at the pizza place. In my experience, our dining room was always dead-as-a-doornail on Halloween nights, when Halloween fell on a Friday or Saturday.
Science fiction author Hal Clement has died. He was an SFWA Grand Master in 1999, and memorials can be read here. I don’t recall if I’ve read anything by him, but it’s always sad to see the old masters pass on.
‘Young Woman on a Bridge at Llangollen’ by Peter Edwards (oils).
I was noodling about a site of Welsh culture and art, and I found this lovely painting, which I reproduce here solely because the young woman pictured herein looks very much the way I picture the heroine in the novel I’m writing. That’s all. This is the first time I’ve ever seen a painting that looks like my heroine, although I’ve seen a number of real people who do look like characters of mine. (And one blogger.)
Two different bloggers have posts that have me feeling a bit glum about the future of reading today.
First is this news item, cited by John Scalzi. It seems that kids just aren’t used to handling books for long periods of time, and thus are getting headaches from the physical effort of reading…Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. That’s all we need: a medical reason not to read. (Yeah, I’m taking this too seriously. Sue me.)
And if that doesn’t make you give up all hope, this missive from one of the Blowhardic Duo might. There’s a lot here, so read the whole thing, but the sad gist of it is Michael’s belief that reading in-and-of-itself, in the form of sitting down with a book and just reading it, is going to continue to regress into its own little niche. Ugh.
I didn’t learn about the whole Donald Luskin-taking-legal-action-against-Atrios thing until late last night, and I didn’t feel much like posting about it then, so I’ll just chime in with my predictable view here that Luskin is always dumb and a stalker, but now he’s just plain insane.
Anyway, it’s funny how those who continually beat Democrats over the head for having trial lawyers as one of their big constituencies don’t seem all that hesitant when it comes to having their own trial lawyers sue people who insult them.
And by the way folks, how can Luskin have any kind of claim against Paul Krugman for the whole “stalker” thing if Charles Johnson apparently doesn’t have a strong claim against IndyMedia for the whole “child molester” thing? Anyone?
Yes, I am late in producing new material here today, because we decided to vacate the home for a while. In fact, we vacated the city: we trekked to Rochester, NY and visited the Strong Museum, which is a museum whose main exhibits are designed for children. There’s an antique carousel, a small train, craft tables, and all manner of other stuff. Right now they are housing an exhibit centered around Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland, which allowed me to follow up a bit on the strong similarities between that story and Hayao Miyazaki’s great film Spirited Away.
There is also a large Sesame Street exhibit, with walk-throughs designed to actually look like you are walking through Sesame Street. That was pretty cool. One thing I did not expect was a room with profiles of all the major cast members through the years on the walls, along with video monitors which play clips related to each member. I pressed the button for Mr. Hooper, and the video clip that played was the terribly sad scene where the cast has to explain to Big Bird that Mr. Hooper has died. They should have put a warning on that.
Anyway, a good time was had by all. The Strong Museum is a really fun place. Buffalo should have one.