The Balance in the Blood (part six)

Continuing a serialized novelette.

Parts One, Two, Three, Four
and Five published previously.

“He is dead,” Willem said, looking up from the corpse.

“Then let us begin.” Doktor Muething injected the vampire blood into the second dead Jew. This one was an older man than the first, with a face that had been careworn even before the Nazis had come. Willem studied the man’s features as they waited for the vampire blood to take effect.

“Do you ever wonder about the lives they led before we took them?”

“Always.” Doktor Muething nodded. “Many insist that we shouldn’t think of such things, that concerns such as those have no place in the advancement of science. But yes, I do think of them.”

Willem stared at the dead Jew, and then it began.

With the shock of the first experiment behind him, Willem was now able to concentrate on the details. They were much the same as the last time. The second dead Jew’s eyes formed the same commanding stare as the first one, but now Willem was already wearing the Crucifix and thus felt none of the compulsion he had experienced before. He was able to watch without fear as the second dead Jew opened his mouth, revealing canine teeth that had certainly not been there before. He didn’t even notice the Doktor standing close behind him.

“Yes,” Doktor Muething whispered. “Yes…see the world through new eyes, my friend.” Willem was startled at the words, and he was not sure if they were meant for him or for the second dead Jew.

Now that Willem was protected from the vampire Jew’s horrible gaze by the power of God, it seemed to him that there was something else in that gaze, something beside malevolence and bloodthirst. What was it, though? Longing? Sadness? A passionate yearning for freedom? Willem pondered that gaze, and it was then that the reaction began to sour.

This, too, was much like the first experiment: the vampire Jew convulsed violently, hurling his body against the double set of bonds; his shrieks pierced the air which filled with the stench of rot.

Damnation!!” Doktor Muething slammed his palm against the wall. “This cannot be!”
The vampire Jew’s convulsions became so ragingly brutal that the surgical table itself began to rock against its moorings. The shrieks were so loud and so piercing that Willem’s ears hurt even with his hands clasped over them. He looked at the Doktor, who was already moving for the window. A flood of golden sunlight, several moments of horrible decay, and it was over. The vampire Jew was dead, just as before.

“I don’t understand,” Doktor Muething said. “I don’t understand. It has to work. I can’t think of anything else to try!” He clenched his fist, and his body trembled. His calmness, his icy detachment was gone. Was it the voice of a man who keeps falling short of a goal years in the making? or was it something more than that? Why this goal, and not some other?

Willem stared at the dusty remains of the dead Jew as sirens began to blare outside.

***

“We are confident that our local forces will be able to turn the Americans and the British troops aside,” Commandant Reger said. “Until then, we will step up the pace of our operations here.” Thus he ordered the round-the-clock operation of the ovens. They would burn twenty-four hours a day until they were shut down by the Allies themselves. The Allied armies were sixty or seventy miles away; soon they would be at Hamerstadt – unless the tattered remnants of Der Fuhrer’s army were able to turn them aside. Noting the mournful expression on Commandant Reger’s face, Willem concluded that any such outcome was so unlikely as to be impossible. Doktor Muething had been right: the thousand-year Reich would die in mere weeks.

Willem paid almost no attention at all to the meeting. His thoughts kept returning to the pleading desperation that had formed in the Doktor’s eyes after their failure that morning. Why was this so important to him? And most importantly, what were they doing wrong?

After the meeting adjourned Willem went to the laboratory, where he learned that the Doktor had gone to town again on urgent family business. There he found all of Doktor Muething’s notes and journals from all his years of research. Unable to resist, Willem began to read. He found one book particularly interesting: it was Doktor Muething’s personal journal of all the experiments he had conducted, in all the camps, in the course of the war. He had performed a hundred such experiments on Jews from all over Germany. At the end of the notes on each experiment Doktor Muething had written, “God forgive me.” Was he seeking absolution even as he plumbed the depths of death?

And why did it always fail?

Willem studied for hours, reading all of the old accounts of how vampires had created their….”offspring”. Perhaps there was something in these papers, something even the Doktor’s brilliant mind could not remember; perhaps there was a missing connection somewhere. Perhaps a pair of young, fresh eyes coupled with a young mind could find whatever it was that had been overlooked. But as the hours went by, Willem despaired of finding any such master stroke. There was nothing here that he could see – but there had to be! Why couldn’t he see it?

“Young Schliemann?”

Willem awoke with a start to find Doktor Muething standing over him. It was dark outside the laboratory, and the only light came from the streetlights. Sirens blared, and Willem hadn’t even heard them until now. Willem rubbed his eyes.

“It is not there,” the Doktor said. “Do not trouble to look for it. The experiments will not succeed, and our time is up. We have failed.”

“It must be here somewhere, Herr Doktor!” Willem straightened up and rubbed his stiff neck.

“The answer—”

“There is no answer, Willem.” Doktor Muething shook his head. “The only conclusion possible is that Gunther’s hypothesis is wrong. The vampire blood is not sufficient to complete the transition. I’ve tested all the variables. It is over.”

“No!”

“It must end now. I have failed, and there are things to be answered for. That monument to pomposity Commandant Reger won’t tell you, but I know that this camp will be liberated within two days. I spent today making my travel arrangements.”

Willem blinked. “Travel? Where are you going?”

“South.”

“Switzerland?”

Doktor Muething nodded. “I do not wish to explain this to the Allies. It will be difficult enough explaining it to God.” He looked at the notes on the table and sighed. “This wasn’t meant to be. There truly are areas where we are not meant to dabble. I see that now.”

“You don’t truly believe that!”

“The luxury of choosing what I believe is no longer mine.”

Willem groped for a reply, something to say that would convince the Doktor to reconsider. He was still thinking when a loud commotion arose from outside. A truck had pulled up, and there were shouting voices.

“Now what could that be?” the Doktor said, and the two went outside. In the middle of the street was a truck which was full to overflowing with prisoners. Guards no older than Willem stood about brandishing guns, and one officer – Willem recognized him as one of the Commandant’s key assistants – was barking orders at the others. This officer saw the Doktor, and marched right up to him.

“Stand aside, Herr Doktor,” the man said. “I am on the orders of Commandant Reger.”

“Of course you are, Lieutenant Spengler. We are all on someone’s orders.” The Doktor stood aside, allowing ten guards to go past and into the tiny barracks behind the laboratory that contained the remaining four of the six prisoners that had been originally assigned to Doktor Muething’s scientific program.

“What is happening?” Willem asked.

“They are taking our research subjects,” the Doktor said. As if on cue the guards began reemerging, pushing the prisoners ahead of them. “They will all be killed here, probably by mass firing squad. They won’t have time to gas them all. And the bodies will be left where they fall. No more neat, orderly stacks of the dead.”

They watched as the four prisoners were pushed, one by one, onto the truck. The last one was the young woman, the one Willem had thought would be lovely if she was not….No. She was lovely, even now with her hair roughly shorn and her body emaciated, even as she walked with the starved listlessness that afflicted every one of the other thousands of prisoners in the camp. A sick feeling formed in Willem’s stomach.

“Move!” Lieutenant Spengler shouted, and the truck began to move – before the young woman, being the last of the prisoners, had climbed all the way inside. Whether from the cold air or from he weakened state Willem could not be sure, but all the same she lost her grip. As the truck rolled away she tumbled off the back end, landing on the ground in a heap. In seconds three guards were around her screaming for her to get up, the remaining guards having jogged off after the truck. She tried to push herself back up but the ground was muddy and she slipped again. Willem took an involuntarily step forward, but Doktor Muething restrained him.

“Don’t,” the Doktor said.

Lieutenant Spengler came back now to see what was going on, and when he did he shook his head in frustration. He gestured for the guards to step back, and then he drew his pistol and shot the young woman in the back. She flattened to the ground. Willem felt his gorge rising. Doktor Muething shook his head at the bitter tragedy playing out just twenty feet away. Willem swallowed several times in succession, forcing the bile in his throat back down. The guards laughed and congratulated Spengler on a good shot as they walked away after the truck. Willem stared at the young woman’s body, her blood spreading across the ground. Her blood, spreading across the ground….

Her blood….

And there it was.

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Frak! Frak frak frakkity frakking frak.

One of my most beloved literary traditions, the annual Year’s Best Fantasy and Horror volume, will not be published this year. Those books are worth their price just for the introductory essays alone; they are chock full of reading recommendations and reviews of the year gone by in Fantasy and Horror, with long essays on graphic novels and music and movies as well as literary F&H. I get hours of pleasure from those essays each year, and their information always goes a long way to shaping what I read over the coming year. And that’s before I even mention that these books are, each one of them, wonderful anthologies of fine fiction as well.

Crap.

I’m not sure as yet if any publishers have picked up YBFH in the current publisher’s stead. We’ll see. But the prospect of no YBFH in 2009 makes the coming year feel all the bleaker, and if there’s one thing 2009 doesn’t need more of, it’s the prospect of more bleak.

Frak.

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Two Reminders

First, it’s National Delurking Week, so if you’re lurking here, feel free to say “Hello” on the comments to that post. I’m observing Delurking Week until Tuesday (one week after I started it), so have at it, lurkers! I love all of my lurkers. Even you, the one who keeps making stabbing motions with his pocket knife over his computer every time you navigate to this blog. You know you love me!

Second, the “Five Question Interview” game is winging around Blogistan again, and my initial responses are here. If you’d like to participate, drop a comment over there so I know who wants to be “interviewed”! (And since I can’t resist this game, I may ask for questions in return.)

Thanks, folks!

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Sentential Links #154

Here we go:

:: So how do you feel? Are you’re still reading Orson Scott Card’s work? Have you sworn him off? Do you think that one should consider an author’s personal opinions or lifestyle when making a decision to read his or her book? (Tough questions, those. I was never a Card reader to begin with, but I did own a few of his books that I promptly put on eBay when I realized how odious his politics are. I think I still have his “How to Write Science Fiction” book around here somewhere; I should sell that, too. The man’s views nauseate me. I particularly enjoyed a recent column where he called Al Gore “pond scum”. Another author whose views rule out the possibility of my reading him is John C. Wright. Generally I don’t make a big deal out of reading authors whose views differ from mine, but I do have my limits.)

:: Let’s help Eon out and pick the name for the next Bond feature. (I made my suggestion over there.)

:: One more thing: I have been struck all over again by what a dreadful shame David Foster Wallace’s suicide is. The world is genuinely diminished by the absence of the manuscripts Wallace had yet to write.

:: Wall-E sucks! And so does Pixar, for the most part. (Well, that ought to be provocative enough! Intriguing critique that I don’t agree with, and it commits what I consider to be the single most tiresome objection that is commonly leveled at sci-fi movies. Extra points to the reader who can figure out which one that is. I’ve griped about it before in this space.)

:: But you can’t blame George Bush or the “conservative intellectuals” for Sarah Palin being, well, Sarah Palin. Vice President Ellie Mae Clampett is a product of one person, and that person is Sarah Palin. (I am sicker of Sarah Palin than just about anybody else in American public life. That we apparently will hear lots about every stupid thing that comes out of her mouth until 2012 makes me crazy.)

:: I am losing! (Well, crap — but I wasn’t even nominated. Of course, I tell myself that’s because taking a three-month hiatus probably disqualifies me, but it’s probably even more a function of the fact that very few people read this blog. Lately the vast majority of my traffic comes from people Googling images of Sophie Marceau.)

:: On December 28, he offered her a ride home from the record hop even though he had no car. (I have a bad feeling about why Sheila’s been making so many posts of this nature the last few days.)

:: Shadow, the Bennion Family Border Collie, whom you may remember has been fighting cancer off and on for about two years, died on December 30. (Awww, man. Condolences to Jason and family.)

All for this week.

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The wild, whacky NFL

Just a couple of NFL thoughts:

:: Wow, is home field advantage increasingly meaningless or what? Since 1990, when the NFL went to a twelve-team playoff format, AFC top seeds are 7-12 in converting top seed status into a Super Bowl appearance; NFC teams are a better, but not staggering, 11-8 at doing the same thing. All top seeds, therefore, are 18-20 in getting to the Super Bowl. Two of the last three Super Bowl champions were sixth seeds in the playoffs (Pittsburgh in 2005, the Giants in 2007), with the one in the middle (Indy in 2006) being a third seed. And next week’s conference championship games will each feature a number six seed, and both of those sixth seeds look pretty impressive right now.

:: The Cardinals are hosting an NFC Championship Game. This is a franchise whose greatest single moment in the NFL limelight was a fictional moment (Rod Tidwell’s touchdown catch to beat the Cowboys at the end of the movie Jerry Maguire). I’m actually going to root for them, because I love Kurt Warner and I’m supremely glad to see the way he’s made his comeback. I think that Warner, by sticking around and taking his lumps as a backup to young guys until he got his chance again, and by then making the most of that chance when it came, may have finally gone from “onetime flash in the pan” to potential Hall of Famer.

:: It must be enormously frustrating to be a Chargers fan these last couple of years and see what is probably the best single roster in franchise history basically wasted because Norv Turner’s the one with his hand on the tiller. Good coordinator, but he can’t head coach his way out of a paper bag. If he didn’t keep lucking into teams with good rosters, he’d be Dick Jauron.

:: Brett Favre will make up his mind in a couple of weeks as to whether he’s playing next year or not. I’m sure the Jets are really feeling great about the decision to trade for him last year! Now they’re out a draft pick, they still didn’t make the playoffs, their coaching staff will be in flux, they’ll still need to figure out their longterm quarterback solution, and now Favre is jerking them around the same way he did the Packers for the last few years. I was always a Favre fan, but he’s been making such an arse of himself for the last few seasons that I just want him to go away. Sure, he’s got a lot of passing records, but so what? If not for his injuries and long road back, Kurt Warner would probably be right up there in stats too, and he’s got as many Super Bowl appearances (two) and Super Bowl rings (one) as Favre. (He does have one more MVP award than Warner, three to two.)

:: I still hate that teams get two points for a safety. I think there should be no points but the team recording the safety should automatically take possession at the 50 yard line.

:: Odd synchronicity: this weekend saw action by all three quarterbacks who lost Super Bowls to Tom Brady (Kurt Warner, Jake Delhomme, Donovan McNabb) and the one who beat Tom Brady (Eli Manning).

:: Ben Roeythlissburrgher (pretty sure I spelled that wrong) is in his third AFC Championship game. That brings the record of the three first-round quarterbacks from the 2004 Draft to five conference championship game appearances (Eli Manning and Philip Rivers have one each) and two Super Bowl wins (Big Ben and Manning). That may well have been the best quarterbacks class ever, better even than the class of 1983. Those three first-rounders of ’04 are Teh Awesome.

:: Yes, there were only three quarterbacks taken in the first round in ’04. Why do you ask?

OK, that’s it. If the Bills hadn’t sucked, this might have been a fun NFL season to watch.

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